Well like I said once.....Life is way to preoccupying especially lately. I've been in school with like the lamest classes you can imagine and still im up late almsot every night cause my ADD makes me so easily distracted. :stunned: but otherwise ive been decent. My dad's been so gay since I've moved here so my time has had barely any free time because of him and baseball AND school. Sometimes I wish i could see myself workin at a local Seven Eleven in Manhattan watchin Tv all day wit my best friend and jus draw and listen to music. Otherwise pretty chill. My friends Jess, Crissy, and Lauren (whom all i dated but didnt feel the love and just thought should b friends) are currently not talkin to me.....fml. My best friends mike and josh r both MIA, at least josh is....my friend mike jus got on probation for failed drug test that showed cocaine and mary jane in his system....next time i c him im gonna probably c how fast it takes me to take his spleen out of his mouth. Ive got a butt load of pictures and lyrics to songs AND raps but as i stated prior....i got no time and i jus so left my scanner in Jersey wit my mommy. As for my friend Josh, im not quite sure....I love the bloak like a brother and miss those nights where he would yell at me for playin wit his sister, goin out at 3 am to get him beacon bits, and gettin in trouble wit his plans......i kinda miss my old life. Yet i jus HAD to come down here and fix my life so i dont end up at that seven eleven.....i might get fed up wit life and do it but only if i have my two homies by my side. Im goin to jersy for halloween :smile: and hopefully see all my friends and get in trouble....alot of it. I think im in love wit 30 Seconds to Mars and A perfect Circle lately so those r my loves no gfs at all since i got here. Its not like im not openin myself open but absolutely no one down here is like me at all....no anime lovers or philosophical bad boys, no one who likes to do stupid things, no one quite like me....not many friends either :sad: im not antisocial i jus havent found ppl i can hang wit all the time except my friend bambi (yes HIS name is bambi) but hes always so high he doesnt even kno how to speak half the time, but he's still mad chill. I think ive drabled enough, its 1 oclock and i should start this 4 page paper on how religion is the most destructive force in the universe....LEAVE SOME LOVE!!!